Aku Mahu Berlagu #009

There's so much craziness, surrounding me
There's so much going on, it gets hard to breathe
When all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me
You make it real for me

When I'm not sure of, my priorities
When I've lost site of, where I'm meant to be
Like holy water, washing over me
You make it real for me

And I'm running to you baby
You are the only one who saved me
That's why I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

When my head is strong, but my heart is weak
I'm full of arrogance, and uncertainty
But I can find the words, you teach my heart to speak
You make it real for meee, yeaaa

Everybodies talking in words
I don't understand
You got to be the only one
Who knows just who I am
Your shinin in the distance
I hope I can make it through
Cause the only place
That I want to be
Is right back home with you

I guess there's so much more
I have to learn
But if you're here with me
I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere,
Somewhere I can learn
You make it real for me

For those who love me and like me for who i am.
For those who never tired entertain me.
For those who never leave me.

2008

dua ribu lapan sudah hampir ke penghujung. byk yg terjadi, byk perlu dilupakan, byk yang masih perlu diperbaiki. i think i'm gonna blog about what happen to me this past one year. takde la aku nak buat karangan, karang jd benda lain. so, long story short.

1. have a relationship and broke up one and half month after that. because of something that only him and i and few other peoples know why. regret that i broke his heart. :|
2. balik kampung sendiri naik bas dgn adik for the first time! malam lagi. :)
3. call someone just to wish his birthday at midnight and tuck him to sleep. on the phone la. for the first time. :D
4. like someone but kept it to myself for quite sometime but then forget him.
5. lose some friends and found new great one! :)
6. don't like my teacher and don't do my homework. for the first time.
7. tell a friend's secret to the whole group. sorry ah, makkk!
8. had the best raya ever! haha.
9. didn't talk to someone for months eventhough we see each other like everyday.
10. been told that i have thyroid and need to take medicine for life time! :O
11. felt more bless with my family and friends. and myself. :)
12. bought to much shoes! :O
13. having a unstable mood for the most time.
14. met fynn jamal. and wanna met her again. :)
15 have a friend that i can always depend on and i can tell everything. :)

apa lagi haaa? tu je la kot. xde yg besar2 sgt pun jd. tapi aku sendiri yang buat mcm ada benda besar jadi.

so, selamat tinggal dua ribu lapan. selamat datang dua ribu sembilan.
hope everything will be much better next year. :)

Haha!

how on earth can i thought today result pmr keluar? maybe because last year result keluar hari ni. haha. so like ussual, i wish all of the juniors gdluck. when i asked one of them this moring;

"dah keluar result belum?"
"belum lg la kak. 30 baru keluar."

haha. and i was like, "belum keluar?" so yeah.

i still remember my day. bgn awl gila ok. nervous punya psl. tp pagi2 tu boleh control. tp bila kat sekolah cikgu sume dah suruh line up according to class, mmg shaking gila. tgn dah start sweating. cikgu start with 8A students dulu. masa dah dkt dgn nombor giliran aku, lg aku takut. sekali dah lepas. i was like, "mhmm, tak dpt la ni." then yg lain kene gi kat meja2 yg disusun amek result kat ckg kelas. yg 8A tu naik pentas. bila amek tu aku tgk la kat kertas ckg, aku tgk 5A. terus aku nagis. mak keah, which happen to be salah seorg parents kwn aku yg kenal aku tanya aku dpt berapa. aku tunjuk la lima. then masa teacher bg slip, sijil semua aku sign la kat kertas apa tah, aku lupa. aku tak tgk pun slip tu. sampai kat along aku terus peluk adik, bg slip kat along. along tanya berapa aku jwb la lima. then along mcm;

"lima? bkn tujuh ke? cuba awk kira betul2."
"heh? tujuh?"

aku pun kira la. haha. then masa tu aku dah happy gilaaaa! at least cukup untuk masuk pure science, which sekarang aku dah start muak dgn aliran tu. haha. then, pg la jumpa semua org yg aku knl tanya result semua. ada yg aku tak sangka dpt lebih dr apa yg aku expect. tp xde la aku nak ckp yg aku expect dorg dpt rendah kan. not like some people.

then blk rumah. i called everyone. i mean, EVERYONE. tell then how many i got. mostly i call my aunties and my friend from other school.

haha. so, untuk juniors yg nk amek result 30hb ni. tgk btl2 slip tu ye. don't be like me.

Dua Ribu Sembilan

picture taken from miss ju yi :)

get myself into bina again next year. i thought i will be in cekal this year because of what i did in my end year exam. i din't study at all okay. so, i'm surprised that i still in bina. happy of course tak turun kelas. but then even happier because i have cool classmate. mcm adik ckp;

"cool gila classmate awk!"

like ussual. i have nothing else to do this holiday except for movie lg. so yesterday tgk cerita di atas, dealova. for me and my sister, cerita ni best. sweet i must say :)

Aku Mahu Berlagu #008

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her skies

I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

This song always makes me cry.
Never fail. Not even once.

Aku Mahu Berlagu #007

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is...
You

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I don't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeers click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
Ooh baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me...

Merry Christmas Everyone. :)

Boredom

You
How would you describe yourself?
undefine?

angel or devil?
little bit of both.

nice or mean?
also little bit of both.

naughty or nice?
little bit of both.

smart or dumb?
dumb a bit.

party animal or book nerd?
just very tiny part of both.

Whats sexy about you?
i don't know. why don't you ask around.

are you confident?
most of the time. well, i used to.

make up or no makeup?
depends where i go. but ussually with make up.

silly or seriouse?
more silly, i think.

shy or outgoing?
outgoing and just a little shy.

boring or fun?
fun. but i can be boring.

quiet or loud?
am loud. u maybe need a pair of earplug.

are you emotional?
now? most of the time. due to the hormone.

happy or sad?
now? just plain.

how much do u weigh?
don't ask me. only one of my friends always now my weigh.

are you tall or short?
not too short, not too tall.

normal or different?
am different.

do you follow trends?
not really.

label yourself?
you mean?

like yourself?
yeah. sort of.

hate yourself?
sometimes.

think your pretty?
sometimes. haha.

make mistakes?
everyone does.

wish you were someone else?
maybe once or twice.

destroy yourself?
no.

do people like you?
go ask them.

wat do pple say about you?
talkative.

who knows you the best?
i got to say lyqa and naim.

Yourr
best physical feature?
i don't know.

most embarrasing moment?
hahaha. the girls know. it was early last year. at a match.

favorite person?
family and friends.

favorite place?
i don't know. beach?

favorite thing to do?
daydreaming.

cellphones brand?
nokia.

screen name?
farah rosni.

favorite city?
i don't know.

favorite sports team?
i don't know.

fear of?
Allah. dark.

saddest moment is?
when people don't understand you.

thoughts of commitment?
err?

thoughts of love?
full of surprise.

thoughts of marriage?
maybe i'll think of it later.

LoVe ~LiFe
guy type?
simple but sweet. that's so typical.

has a guy ever hit you?
yeah. on;y the close one.

what do u hate about guys?
they simply don't care.

still friends with your ex?
yeah. :)

black or white guys?
haha. i don't care.

dork or bad boy or preppy boy or skater boy?
skater boy. :P

ever cheated on someone?
yeah. sorry dude.

ever gotten cheated on?
yes.

what hurts tha most?
when you already give your trust but they break it.

guyfriends or girlfriends?
both.

guys wearing girl pants?
it can be cool.

longest relationship?
2 days to 11 months.

ever been heartbroken?
yes.

broken someones heart?
yeah. twice. erk.

someone u love pass away?
yes.

ever thought about suicide?
few times.

ever did something u regret?
yes.

ever cry over a guy?
hell yeah. how silly is that?

ever write to someone locked up ?
no.

ever got locked up or sent away?
nope.

ever love someone so much it hurt?
yeah.

ever starve yourself to impress a guy?
no way. never.

ever want someone you couldn't have?
yeah.

what would you say about sex?
can you at least be married first? based on love? please?

party wit guys?
haha. once. not wild party ok.

guys who like videogames too much?
friends with few. and close to one. thay kind of irritating.

whats one wish?
can i have more than one.

one thing u are thankful for?
having such fantastic family and friends eventhough sometimes thay drove me nuts!

Fall For You (?)

done this before. but kene tag lagi. so, let see. :)

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down NO MATTER HOW silly it sounds.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal / blog.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" ... you say?
better in time by leona lewis
(haha. i don't know)

2. How would you describe yourself?
tanpa by sixth sense
(apa yang tanpa? haha)

3. What do you like in a girl?
masih teserlah ayumu by exist
(well, some does.)

4. How do you feel today?
dirantai digelani rindu by exist
(mhmm?)

5.What is your life's purpose?
too litle too late by jojo
(erk?)

6. What is your motto?
tanpa kekasihku by agnes monica
(haha. adoyai.)

7. What do your friends think of you?
yang pernah by estranged
(yeah baby)

8. What do you think of your parents?
haruskah aku mati by ada bad
(adaka?)

9. What do you think about very often?
fly by hillary duff
(no, no, no bak kata izzaty)

10. What is 2 + 2?
belaian jiwa by innuendo
(HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
say it right y nelly furtado
(well, some does)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
backpacking around europe by yuna
(mhmm?)

13. What is your life story?
take my heart by soko
(ada yang nak pegang da tolong jagakan?)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
pretiest friend by jason mraz
(boleh? *senyum mengada*)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
when i grow up by PCD
(haha. aku tak ada suka sapa2 pun skrg.)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
bawaku terbang bu fabulous cats
(tak kot)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
tak bisa memilihmu by sixth sense
(tak tau lah)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
hidupku kan damaika hatimu by caffeine
(erk? no no no)

19. What is your biggest fear?
no promises by shane ward
(afraid of promises, yeah)

20. What is your biggest secret?
be without you by mary j blinge
(siapakah geragannya?)

21. What do you think of your friends?
dan sebenarnya by yuna
(mereka hadiah terbaik. betul ni.)

22. What will you post this as?
fal for you by secondhand serenade

So this is "Labour OF Love" to:

1. haziqah raihah
2. fatin najwa
3. intan
4. .sabrina anuar
5. raihan ali

Aku Mahu Berlagu #006

Boy it’s been all this time
And I can’t get you off my mind
And nobody knows it but me

I stare at your photograph
Still sleep in the shirt you left
And nobody knows it but me

Everyday I wipe my tears away
So many nights I’ve prayed for you to say

I should’ve been chasing you
I should’ve been trying to prove
That you were all that mattered to me
I should’ve said all the things that I kept inside of me
And maybe I could’ve made you believe
That what we had was all we’d ever need

My friends think I’m moving on
But the truth is I’m not that strong
And nobody knows it but me

And I’ve kept all the words you said
In a box underneath my bed
And nobody knows it but me

But if you’re happy I’ll get through somehow
But the truth is that I’ve been screaming out

Movies

yeah, i've been doing nothing beside watching movies/dvds, art event, photography exhibition and sculpture exhibition. yeah, i know what you say;

"lagi2 seni. art. photography. xde benda lain ke?"
"mcm xde life"
"loner lah kau."

it's like, so what. aku suka, so i went. there's place that aku patut pegi, but i didn't go. so, sorry girls.

so here are some movies that i've watch:

tgh tayang kat 8tv tiap2 ahad pukul 3.
tapi aku dah tgk smpai habis.
best :)
mmg kdg2 rasa mcm bodoh gila cerita ni. tp entah la ada hidden message.
tgk and cari sendiri eyh.

five things about this movie:
1. scares me to death to have a boyfriend.
2. makes me want a boyfriend who plays guitar even more.
3. makes me appreciate my family more, even sometimes they drive me nuts!
4. makes me appreciate my very own self, for what i am even more. :)
5. it just makes me smile all day long. (i think maybe aaron johnson will appear in my dream)

super funny!
and it makes you appreciate your friends more.
it also open your eyes: sometimes person that you love just next door and it takes you half the world to realise it.

bought this movie last week(?)
seriously, it a very sad movie. that's why it called sad movie. but i kept laughing, because some parts are just really funny.

(adik, i don't care if you've put it. i want to put it too)
below this are like their wishes/things they felt/ stuff they're wondering: (sorta)
(according the above picture)

"Today, I will make her the happiest woman on Earth."

"Today, I'm hoping for a rainy weather."

"As long as she don't leave me, I don't give two hoots about other lovers in this world breaking off."
"Love sustains itself even without all the material things in life, I have lost faith in this proverb."

"When will I be give a chance to draw he face?"
Does this man holds the key to my heart?"

"I'm always busy, I'm not a good mother to my son."
"I know that it is bad to lie, but losing one's mother is worse than this."

and now, are like their story.
(according to the above picture too)

"I love you"
A 30-year-old fireman choose a ring for his girlfriend, hoping to be with her forever.

"I understand"
A young slacker and a deep-hearted woman see their long-lasting love start to grow cold.

"Thanks"
Dreaming of first love, a deaf woman who hides a wound on her face pursues him from behind."

"I'm sorry"
An 8-year-old boy who longs for his mother's embrace, locked in battle with his always busy mother.

Rantai Revelation

yeah. aku ada di rantai since jumaat. tp hari ni xjd pergi. at first nak pg coz nak tgk wani ardy. but masing2 dah penat en and sampai rumah lewat je. so yeah.

first day, sampai dlm pukul 1 mcm tu. so, mencari2 la jln ke red bungalow tu, sbb kami masing2 xpenah pegi. hampir satu klcc tu kami pucing. haha. aku terasa bodoh sekejap msa tu. then, teringat aisyah and kat penag pegi last year. so text aisyah sbb xde number kat. atas bantuan mereka kami dah boleh cari kat mana red bungalow tu. thanks girls. ouh, and afiq too, tp sbb perut dah berkeroncong, kami pegi cari mkn dulu. bkn spt org lain, kami kurg fancy mkn di restoran2 ni. so, fastfood je la. and take away the food. mkn kn tmn, konon mcm picnic la en. haha. and, masa nk jln ke our favourite spot to eat, guess who i met? AIMAN NABIHAH!! god, i missed her so much. haven't met her in a year! sadly we didn't take any photo. haha. mkn2 then sudah dkt 2.30. make our move to the bungalow. sampai sahaja kami nampak mcm weird gila, coz we're like "nk msk ke tak? msk ke tak?" so, msk dlm tgk the paintings, lomo pictures and stuff. jenguk juga gerai2 tu. so it's cool even nmpk mcm ada 'kosong' sikit. then, nmpk kat. tegur her and she said, last year mcm 'penuh' sikit. took some photos of course. then, when we were in one room, i saw a toilet with bathtub! thought to go in there and took some photos but ada some guy msk and close the door with no entry sign. what a miss. after loitering around. we make a move to klcc. it was 3.40 i guess. so, i suggest to my sister "why don't we watch a movie?" bila tgk yg rasa mcm menarik ada twilight je, but adik tak mahu tgk, so, we make a move to kinokuniya. thought to buy some books, but, heh, tak cukup duit. so, yeah share money with along to buy some malay novels. from habiburrahman of course. i've fall for his writing since ayat-ayat cinta. then gg sampai and i said "eyh, jom pg kedai petrosains tu! explorasi" haha. yeah. i don't know why i want to go there. just for fun. after that went to galeri petronas for a self imaging exhibition by soraya talismail. i forgot her full name. then we went to jusco first to buy some food before went back with taxi.

second, day pg lmbt sikit dlm pukul 3.30 coz performance ptg and sbb hujan lg. adik epgi kelas gitar lg. adik blk je, kami siap2, tunggu hujan reda sikit, then jln pegi tunggu teksi. teksi semua tak nak duit. tahan xnk berhenti. ats nasihat dua org uncle india ni, kami pegi la cross jln kat taxi stand dpn tu. so, thanks uncle. sampai je kami terus pg the red bungalow. hujan tahu. nasib baik kami pakai kasut. kecuali along yg paki wedges aku. so, alert semua, kasut belum cuci lg. sampai sahaja, guess who we met? MISS FYNN JAMAL! my favourite poetess. gg tlg tegur dia. i guess he know if dia tak tegurkan, mesti kiteorg susah nak tegur. segan. salam sama dia. thanks kak fynn igt kami. pasti yg plg excited annysa. aku rasa dia peminat kak fynn yg plg kecik. hahaha. comel je. akak nampak sgt comel ok! then bergerak ke tepi 'pentas'. ana raffali mau perform, diiring oleh marhaens. ada aidit alfian, andy flop poppy. yeah. she look so cute. seriously. adn she sound a lot better live. then there's this band called lightcraft. sgt best mereka. :) took lots of pictures of kak fynn, with kak fynn, kak fynn with abg tri and abg tri with his brother. after that kami tgk jam sudah pukul 6.30 then, pg mkn kat avenue k dulu. then dlm 7.30 mcm tu g blk the red bungalow. ada this band playin. great music guys. seriously. then after that. poetry recital session. there's three person. i'm sorry i can't remember their names. the first guy was very kelakar. the second guy's poetry was err..tegas i guess? yeah, tegas. the third one of course kak fynn. kak, meremang bulu roma puisi yg first tu. after that, before blk took last picture with kak fynn then made our way to home. a very long day but worth it. four of us get what we come to see. :)

and you know what. annysa mendapat perhatian yg sgt byk. tak melampau kalau saya cakap begitu rasanya. i saw some photographer taking her photos because she was very kecik, as in very what aa..rendah for twelve years old. lagi lah sbb she went to center taking photos with the dslr. haha.

and i certainly sure we saw awin, as in gadis jahat there. but tak sure lah.

Sudenly

macam semua concern kan?
apasal aa? padahal selama ni kau tinggal aku kan?

Aku Mahu Berlagu #005

Dari jauh ku lihat dia
bagai berdiri di balik tingkap kaca
Mengintai setiap gerak halusnya
cukup untuk buatku leka

Selagi kedengaran bunyi guruh
selama itu khayalku berlabuh

Alangkah eloknya
jika aku menjadi raja waktu
akan ku himpun masa
untuk dia mengenali aku

Dari jauh ku lihat dia
bagai berdiri di balik tingkap kaca
mengharap setiap detik merangkak
sempat untuk buatnya sedar

Selama kedengaran bunyi guruh
sepanjang itu hatiku pun luruh
hatiku pun luruh

Alangkah eloknya
jika aku menjadi raja waktu
akan ku himpun masa
untuk dia mengenali aku

Just One Night

one night. i let it all out in one night. one night.

I Had It Enough

you know what? you have an issue. you need to learn to ask people permission before you take their stuff.

you a big girl. go figure it.

enam hari bulan

sudah genap sembilan bulan rupanya ya?

Do You Only Wanna Dance (?)

along tag.
dah buat. t yg tu tak shufle mode.

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down NO MATTER HOW silly it sounds.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.


1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" ... you say?
gimme more by britney spears. (hahaha?)

2. How would you describe yourself?
hips don't lie by shakira (peha aku mana ada mulut nk tipu kau)

3. What do you like in a girl?
rahsia pohon cemara by exist (mhmm?)

4. How do you feel today?
take my heart by soko (sapa nak? aku tak bagi percuma.)

5.What is your life's purpose?
hilang by garasi (aku suka menghilangkan diri kdg2)

6. What is your motto?
tattoo by jordins sparks. (mhmm, aku xtau lah)

7. What do your friends think of you?
mawar khayalan by laila's lounge (ada suka berkhayal teman2?)

8. What do you think of your parents?
hidupku kan damaikan hatimu by caffeine. (tepat sekali!)

9. What do you think about very often?
sampai menutup mata by acha sepriasa (aku mmg sukapikir psl tido.)

10. What is 2 + 2?
all my life by kc ft jojo. (hahahahahhahahahaha!)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
dengarkanlah by glenn ft amy mastura. (nanti aku bebel kau dgr ya?)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
atas nama cinta by rossa. (aku tak suka sapa2 pun skrg ni)

13. What is your life story?
bring me to life by evanescence. (i am in life. duhh.)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
first kiss by mandy moore. (do i look fowar for it? no, not really. haaha.)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
ada cinta by irwansyah ft acha. (yeah baby. make it happen. tapi tunggu aku ada pakwe)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding
belaian jiwa by innuendo (yes!)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
suratan atau kebetula by pemelodic 9suratan la ngong)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
be without you by mary j blinge (biar benar.)

19. What is your biggest fear?
good girl gone bad. (yep.)

20. What is your biggest secret?
no promises by shayne ward. (aku tanak kasi tau.)

21. What do you think of your friends?
it's not over by secondhand serenade (is it?)

22. What will you post this as?
do you only wanna dance by mya (do you?)

With this, I officially tag 5 people :
a) mei ying
b) hajar mardhiah
c) intan
d) nur syaza
e) aisyah aziqah

Aku Mahu Berlagu #004

If the elephants have past lives,
Yet are destined to always remember,
It's no wonder how they scream,
Like you and I, they must have some temper.

And I am dreaming of them on the plains,
Dirtying up their beds,
Watching for some kind of rain
To cool their hot heads.

And how dare that you send me that card
When I'm doing all that I can do.
You are forcing me to remember
When all I want is to just forget you.

If the tiger shall protect her young,
Then tell me how did you slip by.
All my instincts have failed me for once
I must have somehow slept the whole night.

And I am dreaming of them with their kill,
Tearing it all apart,
Blood dripping from their lips,
And teeth sinking in to heart.

And how dare that you say you will call,
When you know I need some peace of mind..
If you had to take sides with the animals,
Won't you do it with one who is kind?

If the hawks in the trees need the dead,
If you're living you don't stand a chance.
For a time, though you share the same bed,
There are only two ends to this dance.

You can flee with your wounds just in time,
Or lie there as he feeds,
Watching yourself ripped to shreds
And laughing as you bleed.

So for those of you falling in love,
Keep it kind, keep it good, keep it right.
Throw yourself in the midst of danger,
But keep one eye open at night.

Deeply falling for this. :)

Aku Mahu Berlagu #003

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Ethan Bortnick

yesterday when i watched martha stewart because i can't sleep, i saw a boy name ethan bortnick. he will turn 8 this 24 december.

he's only three years old when he first played a keybord (the kiddie keybord). he start to compose by the age of five. and and he such a cutie! oh! and he knows 200 pieces by heart.

he even played for nelly furtado, doing the opening! he appeared on martha stewart, good morning america, inside america, access hollywood, the early show and sheryl crow. he even appeared on oprah winfrey show.

he also have his own dvd. and his own website.

god, this kid is amazing!

Aku Mahu Berlagu #002

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

Menangis Lagi

malam tadi aku menangis lagi. kerana rindukan abah.

sabar angah. 3minggu je lagi.