Thursday, April 22, 2010

Friday, April 16, 2010

Aku Terasa Sangat Bodoh Sekarang.

akaun aku kurang minat la pulak.

tapi tak apa. allah tu maha kaya, maha adil.
pasti ada yang lebih baik datang kemudian.
jadi, aku perlu senyum dulu.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Have You Found Your Soul Mate

Here are 10 relationship markers to help you know if he or she is The One:
1. When you're together you feel like you've come home.
2. You feel like your partnership was meant to be, as if kissed by destiny.
3. In your communication with each other there is a rapid "knowing" of what each of you means.
4. You have a shared mission in life, perhaps a cause, a career, or the creation of a family life.
5. When you're together the world seems like a better place.
6. Your mood is elevated when you're together. It's not necessarily passion or excitement, although that's there too at times.
7. When you look at him/her you see a part of yourself that's been missing. Perhaps it's her assertiveness or his joy of adventure. But it's something that when added to your life, makes you feel more complete.
8. Being together makes you more hopeful about the future you are creating.
9. You can be more authentic and fully yourself around your partner.
10. Being together makes each of you work harder on overcoming bad habits and becoming more loving people.

source: Yahoo! PERSONALS

by the way, soul mate doesn't mean to be your boyfriend or girlfriend or wife or husband. friends included. i think i've found mine. have you?

The 10 Worst Ways to Break Up With Someone

ini sekadar berkongsi sahaja.

10. ON VACATION: Who would you most likely want to be stuck on a deserted island with? Not someone who's just told you "it's not working out," we're quite sure. Not only have you now wasted your time and money, but you can’t leave the situation easily without added plane fares and stress. If this happens to you, break away and turn your trip into a rejuvenating self-improvement retreat... you'll need it.

9. IN A TEXT MESSAGE: Ah, the text. The modern-day version of the Post-It. Too wussy to do it in person? Text away, wuss.

8. ON FACEBOOK: Nothing like logging on to find your loved one tagged in a compromising photo with a complete you, at least. Why this is called the "World Wide Web" and some people can't figure out how they got busted is beyond us. Besides, it's way too trendy these days - be original, people!

7. AROUND THE FAMILY: Don't make it a family affair - you'll seriously regret it. Whether at a sibling’s wedding (see #6), a family vacation (see #10), or meeting the family for the first time (really!?), this one is clearly ridden with minefields that will lead to nothing but trouble. If this happens to you, at least you've got your "people" nearby to protect you, support you, and promptly kick your brand-new-ex to the curb.

6. AT A WEDDING: The wedding. The defining moment for any couple. The pinnacle of celebrating relationships and love. The day they'll remember as the best day of their lives. Forever. Guess the pressure got to you, huh?

5. AT YOUR "SPECIAL PLACE": That restaurant where we had our first date...the bar where you told me you loved me...the bench in the park where we'd sit every Sunday... Why on earth would anyone think this is a good idea? Let the special place stay special. Just like there are other fish in the sea, there are other places in the whole world. If they can't find another place, you should definitely find another fish.

4. IN BED: Come again? Talk about ruining the mood. At least wait until you're clothed. This one is so embarrassing that we're having visions of the recurring dream where you're on stage in front of everyone you know in nothing but your underwear. Except you're not even wearing underwear.

3. ON VALENTINE'S DAY: There are 365 days in the year, and ONE dedicated to celebrating love. It's not like you can't claim you didn't "know" it was Valentine's Day - the stores, the ads, the cards have been in your face for weeks. Pick another day. It's that simple. Don't ruin this day forever for someone, unless you're really in need of some bad karma. (New Year's Eve and Birthdays received honorable mentions.)

2. BY DOING NOTHING: It was tough not giving this the Number 1 honor, and we're still not sure. Being forced to figure something out by yourself is sometimes the hardest and most humiliating thing of all. Coming home to find your love gone, with no note, no calls, no anything may just be the worst way to handle a breakup. It is definitely the WIMPIEST. Just remember that. You do this, you are weak.

1. BY CHEATING: Sadly, this is the most common response we received - and the stories ran the gamut, from the one-night-stand, to the ongoing affair, to the ongoing affair that you only found out about via "the new person," to the unspeakable announcement that your boyfriend or girlfriend is engaged to someone else (WHAT?!?). To these we simply say, come ON. Just break it off before you cheat. You won't hurt our feelings, we promise.

source : Shine from

Thursday, April 08, 2010

Seeeee, TAK DAPAT.

Two Frustration In One Day

i failed the JPJ test today. and on top of that, i didn’t get to go for the TESL interview either. ‘GREAT’! what a ‘great’ day.

now, i don’t know if i can continue studying other things that i applied for. my parents are not rich enough to send me to private college.


Friday, April 02, 2010

Using Without Permission

what if you found out that someone have been using your work, WITHOUT giving credit? the work that you yourself work on. yes, angry and frustration is what i felt. senang cerita macam ni la. you know it belong to somebody, why can't you ask permission to use it? or at least leave something somewheret that the person can notice?

Thursday, April 01, 2010

18 And Legal (at least for few things)

so i've finally turned 18 on last tuesday. bapak ah, malam tu aku rasa sangat tua tiba-tiba. yelah, lapan belas tahun bukan sekajap beb. so went out with few friends untuk celebrate birthday aku. (even though i was really exhausted because i was on the pfone with izzat from around 1 in the morning until 3.30 in the morning. it doesn't end there because we continue texting until 5 in the morning). we consist of daniel, kimi, cheeza, hana and me playing boling together and having lunch together. i had fun with them seriously. especially during our eating time dekat a&w. thanks ain and adilah for the one pitcher of root beer and two glass of caramel ice cream. i appreciate it.

here the birthday wishes. as ussual, according to my clock:-

mak su
kak eliza MDA

along, adik, umi
iqbal ismail
hana dalila
harjar mardhiah
mak pon
izzat zainal
khadijah haq
kak yah
raja ilyana
amira ahmad
siu wern
caryn tan
daniel & kimi
amir nafis
afiq mohamad
bismi alif

here are what i get for birthday:-

1. a happy birthday song from umi, along and adik.
2. izzat zainal played 'my heart will go on' on the piano.
3. got one pitcher of root beer and 2 cups of caramel ice cream.
4. a fun day of with daniel, hana, kimi and cheeza.
5. handmade cards by imran, amir, annysa, lisa and aqmal.

and so, to everyone yang wish my birthday, thank you very much. thank you for all you've gave me.