Last Day

last day of school for 2008 session. it was pretty BORINGGGG. no, it was really boringggg. since i woke up this morning i'm thinking what am i going to do for the rest of the day. early in the morning, after the extremely long lecture that i don't need to explain here, went upstairs to class then i went out agin cause i was so bored, following hazim to the head of subject room. there, cikgu siti zabedah and pn malyati ask me to help them, so i did because of the boredom. after about 30 minutes, i went back to class, talk a bit with friends that i miss - aizat, pqot, amin - its been like ages since i last met them because they are now studying at boarding school. then went down for recess, i ate nasi lemak mak raja farah for the last time this year - kalau mak kau dapat tender kantin sekolah lagi tahun depan boleh aku makan lagi. after that i went up to the staff room because i need to get the key to school coperation to take co-curicular book for nadir. after returning the key to pn zakiah, i spend a little time at her place, talking to her and ustazah faridah - mereka berdua adalah guru terapat dengan aku. then went to editorial board computer which situated not far from her place, just to see the final touch that my friends do. then i was helping pn zakiah cutting the fruits. that was like the fourth time i'm cutting fruits - ada besar, ada kecik. hahahaha. then helping few other teacher until about almost noon i went down to the open hall, sit with my friends. before went back, we kissed and hugged each other. like ussually we did before we went home, it just we don't hug.
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books checklist:-

books that being borrowed:
- Runaway at alina
- Step On It, Cupid at bella
- Goddess Games at hajar
- If You Could See Me Now at sammy
- Little Secrets 2&3 at cheeza

currently at me:
- Where Rainbows End borrowed from siu wern

will be borrow soon:
- A Place Called Here borrow from siu wern
- Thanks For The Memories borrow from siu wern

want to buy:
- Heaven Looks A Lot Like The Mall
- The Debs
- Jenny Green's Killer Junior Year
- The Gift
- One Fifth Avenue
- Seduse Me At Sunrise
*if anyone have any of these books, tell me. so i don't have to buy them. :)

already read:
- countless. ;p

Buy For Me

for my next birthday? no, my birthday is not coming until the next 4 1/2 months. for new year? yeah. for new year present.
pretty please. :)
by the way, it cost about rm80. ;p

Hilang Skill!

aku hilang skill masak telur. yes. telur goreng. dah tak lawa. what ever you say, aku suka kalau telur aku lawa. sunny dia mesti lawa. tapi sejak dua minggu ni dah buuuruuuuukkkkkk. :(

Aku Ingin Merasakan Ini

"Anakku, tunggulah nanti sebentar lagi ketika kau sudah duduk di ruang tamu dan gadis itu masuk bersama walinya, kau akan merasakan panas dingin yang luar biasa. Panas dingin yang belum pernah kau rasakan. Apalagi di kala kau dan dia nanti sesekali mencuri pandang. Suasana hatimu tidak akan boleh kaulupakan seumur hidupmu. Inilah keindahan Islam. Dalam Islam hubungan lelaki perempuan disucikan sesuci-sucinya, namun tanpa mengurangi keindahan romantisnya."

indah bukan rasa itu? menjalani sesuatu yang halal di atas jalan-Nya. tapi bagi kes aku, sudah semestinya aku perempuan yang akan bersama waliku masuk ke ruangan di mana lelaki itu menunggu. :)


*petikan diambil dari bab 18:pertemuan, novel ayat-ayat cinta karya habiburrahman el shirazy.

Monkey That Taking Care The White Tigers

adorable isn't it? :)

the monkey name is anjana while the white tiger is mitra and shiva. the monkey have been taking care of the two tigers. she - i guess its female because of the motherness in it, have been taking care one tiger before but being seperated after the tiger grew adult for it's safety.

Mia Rose

sebab adik aku tak kasi aku post pasal sorang singer yang dia jumpa di youtube dan yang ditunjukkan pada aku, aku akan post pasal singer yang aku jumpa berbulan-bulan lepas. mia rose nama dia. aku jumpa masa browsing kat youtube. ni salah satu lagu dia yang aku suka. tajuknya *lawrence.



nanti-nanti lah lepas adik aku post pasal singer tu, aku pulak post.

Aku Jatuh Cinta

iya! sama ini gadis punya lagu. sangat cool. saya suka lagu dia. :)
ouh. namanya yuna.

Because It Just Too Much

i've cried too many times today. must be the hormone AGAIN. and because of that, i getting myself a horrible headache. damn! it has been for almost 6 hours now. i don't know if i can take it. i might go to bed after this.

yeah, i'm sort of suffer myself by sleeping late.

It's Good

when people care about you. even more if you know about it. you'll felt like somebody is watching over you, you have someone to hold on to.

as you know my parents are not in the country for the next one and half month. so the uncles and aunties and also the neighbours are sort of taking over their job. their are sort of taking care of us. my phone rang non stop. cause after one another calling me, asking how are we, are we okay, do we aet well and etc.

it's good that somebody taking care and you know it. but if it's already off limits, that's so wrong.


well, uncles, aunties and neighbours, i just want to say, thank you for look out for us. :)

Ouh Yea

and the form 5-ers are taking their spm starting on today until the next few weeks. looking at them, something knock me and made me realise that i only have only ONE YEAR before its my time to take spm. i'm deadly nervous for them you know. and by that, it also means, i only have ONE YEAR left before i finish my school days. how time fly fast. damn, i still want to be a school kid eventhough i almost give up my study early of this year. yeah, i almost give up. thanks to my sisters who were there when i made decision to stop my study. they mad at me of course. but thanks to god they didn't slap me. i think they felt like slapping me that time. haha.

Tentang Keletihan Aku Dan Kawan-Kawan

aku tak tahu lah apa pasal. minggu ni aku rasa peeeenaaattttt sangat. memang memuncak gila la. padahal aku tak buat apa pun sangat. di tambah pula dengan sakit kepala aku (mesti blood pressure aku something wrong lagi ni) dan batuk aku yang menyebabkan aku rasa macam thyroid aku nak terkeluar. haih. tak tahan la macam ni. mungkin sebab panas kot. ni la yang membuatkan aku tak suka duduk kat kota lumpur ni. panas sangat.

kawan-kawan pulak satu hal. tegur salah, tak tegur salah. aku tegur nanti cakap aku berlagak baik. padahal dah aku sayang, ada yang kurang enak di mata dan telinga, aku tegur. haih. ni la kawan. racun dia, penawar dia. kalau dah sayang, tak boleh buat apa. yang dalam complete mess, dalam complete mess la. yang bergaduh, dengan tak mahu bertegurnya. yang tak puas hati, asyik dia saja yang betul. haih. aku ni kadang serba salah nak tegur. entah laa. adoii. haih, susah la sayang orang ni - "kadang-kadang orang yang paling kita sayang tu la orang yang paling susah untuk disayangi."

*sigh* *sigh* *sigh*

Ubatan

ubat-ubatan dicipta untuk menyebuh kan penyakit. tapi malangnya bagi org seperti saya ini yang tak suka makan ubat, ubat yg diberi tiga suku paket penuh bru suku habis untuk masa hapir dua bulan setengah ini. patut lah thyroid kau makin besar. ye, tau. penyeksaan diri. sudah diberi ubat, tak mahu makan. tapi bagaimana? sudah tak suka. walau pun hanya 4 1/2 biji sahaja sehari, tetap penyeksaan, kala tekak kamu rasa terlalu sempit. (mmg aku rasa tekak aku sempit sbb thyroid ni makin besar)

haih haih haih.

Fatin Zulaikha

i love her. i miss her. babe, we really need a girl talk. and a fun outings. and sleepover. there's a lot to catch up. ouh, and picnic toooo!

ps: she never really left me when she moved to shah alam.

"on top of oh-so-hot-right-now list:
i wanna have picnic with them, yes my dear toppy friends. ok and let me do the menu, thre will be sandwiches, colorful of donut(yummy) and im thnking about baking cupcakes and pizza:DDDD"

Highlight Of Next Month

yeahh! wajib pergi. sudah 2 thn xpdt pergi. if thn ni xdpt lg habis la. gG, kamu tahu tempat nya kan?

Because I'm Bored

Descr​ibe in 2 words​ what ended​ your last relat​ionsh​ip?​
my stupidity

When was the last time you shave​d your legs?​
perlu apa aku shave kaki aku. bulu pun mcm xde.

What were you doing​ this morni​ng at 7am?
tidur laa.

What were you doing​ 15 minut​es ago?
was reading book.

Are you any good at math?​
used too. but because i'm too lazy, i even failed my math. with a extremely low mark that i never imagine.

What were you doing​ yesterday?​
online myspace for quarter of the day, new entry here, eat at kg baru. ;p

If you saw your last ex right​ now, what would​ you say?
well, something personal. i've been thinking to talk to him about that particular something for few months now.

Last thing​ you recei​ved in the mail?​
junk mail.

How many diffe​rent bever​ages have you had today​?​
two.

What'​s one thing​ you wish to chang​e about​ yours​elf?​
i don't know. my eating habbit?

What do you wish for?
yeah hajar. great days during holiday.

Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach​?​
yea, sometimes.

What is outsi​de your bedro​om windo​w?​
pokok apa tah.

Do you have a secre​t crush​?​
not a secret. some of my family know. even my mom can smell it. belum cakap sama abah je lg. and org itu tak tahu. haaaa, amek kau!

Do you keep in touch​ with your exes?​
not with two of them. lost contact. yg lain ye, tp normal je. but, one of them are not talkning to me. haha. ramai btl ex aku. kanak2 zaman skrg.

Do you disli​ke anyon​e right​ now?
sort of.

Somet​hing you are excit​ed about​?
rantai2008

What is on your mind right​ now?
bed bed bed. i want to sleep.

When was the last time you spoke​ in front​ of a large​ crowd​?​
i can't remember. if large means among 30 people that's last year. if large like 100++ that's when i was 12 years old.

What kind of winte​r coat do you have?​
leather coat. it look a bit like trench coat.

If you were paid 1 milli​on dolla​rs to spend​ the night​ in a suppo​sed haunt​ed house​,​ would​ you do it?
i don't know

If you could​ trade​ place​s with any perso​n livin​g or dead,​ who would​ you trade​ place​s with?​
i don't want to trade place with them.

If you could​ short​en your life expec​tancy​ by 10 years​ to becom​e more attra​ctive​,​ would​ you do it?
no?

What was your favor​ite bedti​me story​ as a child​?​
couldn't remember. goldilocks, snow white, tortoise and rabbit, and some moree.

A woman​ says her baby is trapp​ed insid​e,​ what would​ you do?
in her tummy? funny.

As your walki​ng down the stree​t you find a suitc​ase full of money​ sitti​ng next to a parke​d car, would​ you take it?
yes. and runaway with it. hahaha. maybee.

Do you belie​ve in ghost​s,​ werew​olves​ or vampi​res?​
they live with us.

If you could​ live forev​er,​ would​ you want to?
want to what?

If you could​ go back in time,​ which​ time perio​d would​ you visit​?​
as a kids. :) but i looooove my life rigth now with my friends whom sometimes can be pain in arse.

Would​ you rathe​r live longe​r or be wealt​hy?​
live longer. :)