serious. hari ni, hari paling banyak aku ketawa sejak dua menjak ni. thanks gang.
hahaha. bodoh gile.
-awal-awall pagi sakit perut, terpaksa la menapak ke toilet yang jauh nya 2 blok. akibatnya, saya komplen kenapa di sekolah tak ada jamban duduk. hahahaha.
-nampak budak YE melawati yang hensem. wuwuwuwu. tapi masa tu aku tak pakai cermin mata, dia jauh.
-buli nabihah. kesiannn. L xde seharian di kelas nak back up kau. hehehe. tapi kan, kalau dia ada, silap silap, dia buli sekali. hahahaha.
-24h2o, 24 tu 24 hours ye cik farah. hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
-masa buli nabihah, tiba tiba nabihah balas. kat aku sorang. hahahahaha.
-sekarang ada ejaan baru untuk 'also', iaitu 'OLSO'. hahahaha.
-gelagat john bersama ientan. hahahahahaha.
-gelagat fauzan bersama nabihah lagi. hahahahaha.
-gelagat bil bersama amy yang kurang menepati harapan kami. hhahahahaha
adoi. mungkin kalau cerita je tak rasa. kene ada kat situ sendiri. serious aku sakit perut gelak.
Monday, September 22, 2008
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Mood Swing
ahh.
mendapat mood swing paling teruk sekali weekend ni. damn it! nasib baik temanku yang baik hati, jauh-jauh menelefon. terima kasih teman. pulih sudah mood swing aku.
apa ya?
haaa.
kerana mood swing yang bukan kepalang ini, aku mimpi si razi. hah, finally, boleh menyebut namanya tanpa rasa apa-apa. aku tak tahu la apasal mimpi dia. haha. okay, stupid. i know. haha. jahanam betul mimpi tu. saya tak berapa ingat mimpi tu, tapi saya ingat saya mimpi dia.
haih. haih. haih.
mendapat mood swing paling teruk sekali weekend ni. damn it! nasib baik temanku yang baik hati, jauh-jauh menelefon. terima kasih teman. pulih sudah mood swing aku.
apa ya?
haaa.
kerana mood swing yang bukan kepalang ini, aku mimpi si razi. hah, finally, boleh menyebut namanya tanpa rasa apa-apa. aku tak tahu la apasal mimpi dia. haha. okay, stupid. i know. haha. jahanam betul mimpi tu. saya tak berapa ingat mimpi tu, tapi saya ingat saya mimpi dia.
haih. haih. haih.
Friday, September 19, 2008
Tag Survey - Taken From Meuy and Ikhwan
Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.
Starting time: 2058
Name: farah rosni
Sisters: 2
Brothers: none
Shoe size: 4 to 7/8
Height: 160cm i guess.
Where do you live:
wangsa maju
Favourite drinks:
sky juice, RIBENA!, juices.
Favourite breakfast:
i seldom eat breakfast
Have you ever been on a plane?:
yeah :D
Swam in the ocean:
not an ocean, but sea. open sea.
Fallen asleep at school:
always
Broken someone's heart:
yes?
Fell off your chair:
few times
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:
nope
Saved e-mails:
no
What is your room like:
messy
What's right beside you:
A4 paper drawers
What is the last thing you ate:
Sunkist orange
Ever had chicken pox:
when i was 14
Sore throat:
sometimes.
Stitches:
none, yet
Broken nose:
nope
Do you believe in love at first sight:
at this point, i don't know.
Like picnics:
yes
Who was, were the last person you danced with:
myself
Last made you smile:
gG latest blog entry.
You last yelled at:
nabihah and ientan.
Today did you:
Talk to someone you like:
surprisingly, yes.
Kissed anyone:
ientan.
Get sick:
i am sick.
Talk to an ex:
no.
Miss someone:
maybe one or two people
Eat:
yes. i eat everyday
Best feeling in the world:
yes, when you know you're being cared for, seriously
Do you sleep with stuffed animals:
nope
What's under your bed:
dust for sure
Who do you really hate:
really hate? no one actually. but i dislike some people
What time is it now?:
2109
Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now:
apparantly, lyqa zulkifli
Do you have any siblings:
3 of us girls
Do you want children:
yes. i really want twins!
Do you smile often:
obviously
Do you like your hand-writing:
sometimes
Are your toe nails painted:
with inai, yes
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in:
i don't know
What color shirt are you wearing now:
black
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday:
in the bathroom
I can't wait till:
i finish my spm
When did you cry last:
few days back
Are you a friendly person:
sort of
Do you have any pets:
a fish
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?:
I won't know because i am not really have feelings for anyone
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now:
no
Do you sleep with the TV on?:
few times
What are you doing right now?:
doing this survey
Have you ever crawled through a window?:
dulu-dulu
Can you handle the truth?:
sometimes
Are you too forgiving?:
very often, i am
Are you closer to your mother or father?:
father i guess? i don't know.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?:
let see, no one?
How many people can you say you've really loved?:
I love all my friends, and that are countless. Specially my close friends
Do you eat healthy?:
no
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?:
i think?
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?:
once?
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?:
no one. my dearly is not nearly to me anymore.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?:
a mixture of both
Are you confident?:
i guess
5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. I was 6 years old
2. i was THIN back then
3. my best friend was Ras Amirah and Fatin
4. went to TAKIS in Tmn Permata
5. I slept at 2100!
5 things on my to-do list today:
1. Watch TV
2. finish my history and math
3. Eat
4. browsing
5. texting
5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Soft Serve Ice Cream
2. Hersheys
3. suprisingly, baking!
4. dark chocolates
5. hugs&kisses
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. doing charity
2. Bank in half of the money
3. go fo Haj
4. Buy my parents a retirement plan
5. Go shopping!
5 of my bad habits:
1. talk too much
2. Lazy
3. My anger
4. Think too much
5. Emotional, haih
5 places I have lived in:
1. Taman Sri Kluang, Johor
2. Wangsa Maju, Kuala Lumpur
3.
4.
5.
5 jobs I've had:
1. A bestfriend/friend
2. A coperator
3. A daughter/sister
4. A students who's incredibly lazy
5.
5 people I tag:
whoever who want to do this
____________________
1 Whose picture is it that you keep in your wallet?
me, on the IC
2 What time do you go to bed?
after 12 mostly
3 What was the last thing you did before filling this survey?
the upper survey
4 Who's the one you always meet the most?
family
5 Who's the person you're gonna call if you need emotional help?
Lyqa or Naim
6 What's on your mind just now ?
nothing
7 what did you do last night?
reading book
8 With whom do you wanna have fun?
loved ones of course
9 When was the last time you went out to mall?
last week?
10 What do you hate the most for now?
aaa, exams
11 When was the FIRST time you slept alone?
i don't know
12 What things do you want to do now?
this survey
13 What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
singing, laughing, talking
14 Colors that make you happy?
bright colours
15 Most favorite things for you?
eating!
16 What was the last thing you bought?
stamps
17 Miss someone?
one or two
18 Are you a coffee addict?
nope
19 Are you satisfied with your life right now?
its hard to satisfied
20 Would you share a glass of water with a friend?
yes, i don'm mind. but not with a guy friend, except if they use straw
21 When was the last time you ate seafood?
this morning
22 Ever had a food fight?
almost
23 What do you usually eat for sahur?
rice and some lauk
24 Lost a friendship over something stupid?
yes
25 Been really depressed before?
YEEEAAAHHH
26 What's your favorite food?
I eat almost everything
27 Cried in front of your classmates?
yes, during PMR result day
28 Can you remember what you did on the first day of your school in high school ?
i was extremely quiet that day! so not me.
29 Did you miss your ex-girlfriend
you mean ex-boufriend. no
30 Did you ever cheat during an exam?
hahaha. yes.
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.
Starting time: 2058
Name: farah rosni
Sisters: 2
Brothers: none
Shoe size: 4 to 7/8
Height: 160cm i guess.
Where do you live:
wangsa maju
Favourite drinks:
sky juice, RIBENA!, juices.
Favourite breakfast:
i seldom eat breakfast
Have you ever been on a plane?:
yeah :D
Swam in the ocean:
not an ocean, but sea. open sea.
Fallen asleep at school:
always
Broken someone's heart:
yes?
Fell off your chair:
few times
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:
nope
Saved e-mails:
no
What is your room like:
messy
What's right beside you:
A4 paper drawers
What is the last thing you ate:
Sunkist orange
Ever had chicken pox:
when i was 14
Sore throat:
sometimes.
Stitches:
none, yet
Broken nose:
nope
Do you believe in love at first sight:
at this point, i don't know.
Like picnics:
yes
Who was, were the last person you danced with:
myself
Last made you smile:
gG latest blog entry.
You last yelled at:
nabihah and ientan.
Today did you:
Talk to someone you like:
surprisingly, yes.
Kissed anyone:
ientan.
Get sick:
i am sick.
Talk to an ex:
no.
Miss someone:
maybe one or two people
Eat:
yes. i eat everyday
Best feeling in the world:
yes, when you know you're being cared for, seriously
Do you sleep with stuffed animals:
nope
What's under your bed:
dust for sure
Who do you really hate:
really hate? no one actually. but i dislike some people
What time is it now?:
2109
Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now:
apparantly, lyqa zulkifli
Do you have any siblings:
3 of us girls
Do you want children:
yes. i really want twins!
Do you smile often:
obviously
Do you like your hand-writing:
sometimes
Are your toe nails painted:
with inai, yes
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in:
i don't know
What color shirt are you wearing now:
black
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday:
in the bathroom
I can't wait till:
i finish my spm
When did you cry last:
few days back
Are you a friendly person:
sort of
Do you have any pets:
a fish
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?:
I won't know because i am not really have feelings for anyone
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now:
no
Do you sleep with the TV on?:
few times
What are you doing right now?:
doing this survey
Have you ever crawled through a window?:
dulu-dulu
Can you handle the truth?:
sometimes
Are you too forgiving?:
very often, i am
Are you closer to your mother or father?:
father i guess? i don't know.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?:
let see, no one?
How many people can you say you've really loved?:
I love all my friends, and that are countless. Specially my close friends
Do you eat healthy?:
no
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?:
i think?
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?:
once?
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?:
no one. my dearly is not nearly to me anymore.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?:
a mixture of both
Are you confident?:
i guess
5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. I was 6 years old
2. i was THIN back then
3. my best friend was Ras Amirah and Fatin
4. went to TAKIS in Tmn Permata
5. I slept at 2100!
5 things on my to-do list today:
1. Watch TV
2. finish my history and math
3. Eat
4. browsing
5. texting
5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Soft Serve Ice Cream
2. Hersheys
3. suprisingly, baking!
4. dark chocolates
5. hugs&kisses
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. doing charity
2. Bank in half of the money
3. go fo Haj
4. Buy my parents a retirement plan
5. Go shopping!
5 of my bad habits:
1. talk too much
2. Lazy
3. My anger
4. Think too much
5. Emotional, haih
5 places I have lived in:
1. Taman Sri Kluang, Johor
2. Wangsa Maju, Kuala Lumpur
3.
4.
5.
5 jobs I've had:
1. A bestfriend/friend
2. A coperator
3. A daughter/sister
4. A students who's incredibly lazy
5.
5 people I tag:
whoever who want to do this
____________________
1 Whose picture is it that you keep in your wallet?
me, on the IC
2 What time do you go to bed?
after 12 mostly
3 What was the last thing you did before filling this survey?
the upper survey
4 Who's the one you always meet the most?
family
5 Who's the person you're gonna call if you need emotional help?
Lyqa or Naim
6 What's on your mind just now ?
nothing
7 what did you do last night?
reading book
8 With whom do you wanna have fun?
loved ones of course
9 When was the last time you went out to mall?
last week?
10 What do you hate the most for now?
aaa, exams
11 When was the FIRST time you slept alone?
i don't know
12 What things do you want to do now?
this survey
13 What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
singing, laughing, talking
14 Colors that make you happy?
bright colours
15 Most favorite things for you?
eating!
16 What was the last thing you bought?
stamps
17 Miss someone?
one or two
18 Are you a coffee addict?
nope
19 Are you satisfied with your life right now?
its hard to satisfied
20 Would you share a glass of water with a friend?
yes, i don'm mind. but not with a guy friend, except if they use straw
21 When was the last time you ate seafood?
this morning
22 Ever had a food fight?
almost
23 What do you usually eat for sahur?
rice and some lauk
24 Lost a friendship over something stupid?
yes
25 Been really depressed before?
YEEEAAAHHH
26 What's your favorite food?
I eat almost everything
27 Cried in front of your classmates?
yes, during PMR result day
28 Can you remember what you did on the first day of your school in high school ?
i was extremely quiet that day! so not me.
29 Did you miss your ex-girlfriend
you mean ex-boufriend. no
30 Did you ever cheat during an exam?
hahaha. yes.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Hari Ini Dalam Sejarah
kerana buat pertama kalinya saya faham sepenuhnya apa yang cikgu saya ajar. haha. comfirm aku ingat sampai bila-bila. hahaha.
apa lagi ya?
haih rakan2, sudah2 la bergurau apa yang tidak benar. tak perlu. dan saya kurang senang mendengarnya.
raya sudah hampir. sebahagian dari diriku tak mau pulang ke kampung. kerana ada yang tak mau ku jumpa. mereka yang suka menunjukkan kehebatan. padahal tak la hebat mana pun. cakap je lebih. saay tau saya ni tidak sepintar anda. tapi keputusan kita yang lepas2 jelas menunjukkan kita sebenarnya di posisi yang sama. jadi tidak perlu lah diajukan soalan yang amat menjengkelkan itu. ya?
ahh, tapi...seperti yang sudah aku bilang ke salah seorang teman tersayang tahun lalu, aku tak betah berlebaran di kuala lumpur. aku rasa KOSONG. jiwa aku tak terisi.
final exam da dekat. preparation sangat tak mencukupi ni. ARGH!
apa lagi ya?
haih rakan2, sudah2 la bergurau apa yang tidak benar. tak perlu. dan saya kurang senang mendengarnya.
raya sudah hampir. sebahagian dari diriku tak mau pulang ke kampung. kerana ada yang tak mau ku jumpa. mereka yang suka menunjukkan kehebatan. padahal tak la hebat mana pun. cakap je lebih. saay tau saya ni tidak sepintar anda. tapi keputusan kita yang lepas2 jelas menunjukkan kita sebenarnya di posisi yang sama. jadi tidak perlu lah diajukan soalan yang amat menjengkelkan itu. ya?
ahh, tapi...seperti yang sudah aku bilang ke salah seorang teman tersayang tahun lalu, aku tak betah berlebaran di kuala lumpur. aku rasa KOSONG. jiwa aku tak terisi.
final exam da dekat. preparation sangat tak mencukupi ni. ARGH!
Monday, September 15, 2008
Lima Belas September
haha. memang tak blah. dua2 eksperimen yang kita orang buat, dua2 salah, dua2 kena marah. haha. satu chemistry, satu biology. haha. apa lah nasib.
perhimpunan hari ni ada peutup bulan patriotik.
- binaan tugu oleh pkp cepat dan menarik!
-jwalita menyanyi memang MERDU dan SEDAP. hehe.
-deklamasi sajak suara shasha and farah ok, suara naza down. haha.
hari ni, kami satu kelas tak tumpu perhatian masa maths. kecuali yap. haha.
ahhh.
rancangan nak pergi pos kad raya kene tangguh. kerana cuaca yang sangat panas dan aku yang pening kepala serta malas tiba-tiba. esok je ah ye kawan2. tunggu je la kad tu.
perhimpunan hari ni ada peutup bulan patriotik.
- binaan tugu oleh pkp cepat dan menarik!
-jwalita menyanyi memang MERDU dan SEDAP. hehe.
-deklamasi sajak suara shasha and farah ok, suara naza down. haha.
hari ni, kami satu kelas tak tumpu perhatian masa maths. kecuali yap. haha.
ahhh.
rancangan nak pergi pos kad raya kene tangguh. kerana cuaca yang sangat panas dan aku yang pening kepala serta malas tiba-tiba. esok je ah ye kawan2. tunggu je la kad tu.
ahhh. entri ini sgt tiada tujuan.
Friday, September 12, 2008
..... Boyfriend VS True Love
hari ni aku dapat tahu satu kenyataan yang agak sukar aku terima.
*mengeluh*
banyak rasa perlu diluah, tanpa tahu pada siapa.
*mengeluh*
_________
taken form farha ghouse.
A good boyfriend will ask to borrow your money,
Your true love will steal your credit card when you're not looking (he knows your PIN of course).
A good boyfriend will put on the "perfect guy" act around your parents,
Your true love will call them mum and dad, then try to move in.
A good boyfriend will stay on the phone with you all night,
Your true love will be there beside you watching you sleep.
A good boyfriend will tell you you're pretty,
Your true love will take your makeup off you because you're already beautiful without it.
A good boyfriend will buy you presents,
Your true love will steal your stuff.
A good boyfriend will stop when you beg him to,
Your true love will keep teasing you just so he can redeem himself later.
A good boyfriend will tell you you don't need to diet because you're fine how you are,
Your true love will force you to eat.
A good boyfriend will keep any letters you give him,
Your true love will keep the half a chocolate wrapper from that day at the park.
A good boyfriend will remember your anniversary, birthday, etc.
Your true love will remember the first thing you said when you were first alone (no matter how stupid it was).
A good boyfriend will borrow a couple of games for awhile,
Your true love will borrow your phone for weeks and steal your MP3 player.
A good boyfriend will complain that your room's too girly,
Your true love will complain about the colour of your underwear.
A good boyfriend will agree your teddies are cute,
Your true love will carry them around the mall with you.
A good boyfriend will help you up when you fall,
Your true love will pick you up randomly, whether you like it or not.
A good boyfriend will tell you he loves you,
Your true love won't need to.
*mengeluh*
banyak rasa perlu diluah, tanpa tahu pada siapa.
*mengeluh*
_________
taken form farha ghouse.
A good boyfriend will ask to borrow your money,
Your true love will steal your credit card when you're not looking (he knows your PIN of course).
A good boyfriend will put on the "perfect guy" act around your parents,
Your true love will call them mum and dad, then try to move in.
A good boyfriend will stay on the phone with you all night,
Your true love will be there beside you watching you sleep.
A good boyfriend will tell you you're pretty,
Your true love will take your makeup off you because you're already beautiful without it.
A good boyfriend will buy you presents,
Your true love will steal your stuff.
A good boyfriend will stop when you beg him to,
Your true love will keep teasing you just so he can redeem himself later.
A good boyfriend will tell you you don't need to diet because you're fine how you are,
Your true love will force you to eat.
A good boyfriend will keep any letters you give him,
Your true love will keep the half a chocolate wrapper from that day at the park.
A good boyfriend will remember your anniversary, birthday, etc.
Your true love will remember the first thing you said when you were first alone (no matter how stupid it was).
A good boyfriend will borrow a couple of games for awhile,
Your true love will borrow your phone for weeks and steal your MP3 player.
A good boyfriend will complain that your room's too girly,
Your true love will complain about the colour of your underwear.
A good boyfriend will agree your teddies are cute,
Your true love will carry them around the mall with you.
A good boyfriend will help you up when you fall,
Your true love will pick you up randomly, whether you like it or not.
A good boyfriend will tell you he loves you,
Your true love won't need to.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
sekolah hari ni hanya belajar add maths dan buat tiga perenggan karangan.
selebihnya? bosan dan sepi mengisi.
ceramah kerjaya tadinya aku pikir tidak menepati sasaran. bukannya tiada di antara kami yang tidak mahu menjadi arkitek. malu mengangkat tangan mungkin. kenapa aku pikir ia tidak menepati sasaran? namanya pun minggu kerjaya. kenapa dipanggil arkitek itu memberi ceramah sedangkan bukan seluruh isi orang yang diberi ceramah itu mahu menjadi arkitek? kenapa tidak di panggil seseorang yang memberi ceramah bagaimana kami boleh memilih kerjaya; mengikut minat atau keputusan. yang menceritakan sedikit secara kasar kerja-kerja yang boleh kami di aliran sains tulen ini yang selalu diberi harapan menggunung tinggi lakukan. alahaii..
buat hari kedua mereka dari AppleTree ada di sekolah. menjual kamus digital mereka yang berharga rm800++ itu. pendapat ku? mereka tersalah strategi pemasara. patutnya mereka sasar kan itu kepada ibu bapa kami atau pun ke syarikat2. bukan kepada kami yang belanja sekolah masih bergantung pada orang tua yang pada mana kadang2 di bilang tidak cukup untuk belanja seharian.
____________
the boys still horny this month. sigh.
selebihnya? bosan dan sepi mengisi.
ceramah kerjaya tadinya aku pikir tidak menepati sasaran. bukannya tiada di antara kami yang tidak mahu menjadi arkitek. malu mengangkat tangan mungkin. kenapa aku pikir ia tidak menepati sasaran? namanya pun minggu kerjaya. kenapa dipanggil arkitek itu memberi ceramah sedangkan bukan seluruh isi orang yang diberi ceramah itu mahu menjadi arkitek? kenapa tidak di panggil seseorang yang memberi ceramah bagaimana kami boleh memilih kerjaya; mengikut minat atau keputusan. yang menceritakan sedikit secara kasar kerja-kerja yang boleh kami di aliran sains tulen ini yang selalu diberi harapan menggunung tinggi lakukan. alahaii..
buat hari kedua mereka dari AppleTree ada di sekolah. menjual kamus digital mereka yang berharga rm800++ itu. pendapat ku? mereka tersalah strategi pemasara. patutnya mereka sasar kan itu kepada ibu bapa kami atau pun ke syarikat2. bukan kepada kami yang belanja sekolah masih bergantung pada orang tua yang pada mana kadang2 di bilang tidak cukup untuk belanja seharian.
____________
the boys still horny this month. sigh.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Tentang Puisi
akhirnya. dapat juga ku siapkan 'Cerita Tentang Kita' yang dah berminggu aku tangguh. ada aja kerja yang perlu dihadap.
syaza, awk pernah tanya akak kan apa tu? tu puisi. lagi satu nanti akak post. hehe.
ahh.
perlu belajar. final exam sebulan lebih je lg!
syaza, awk pernah tanya akak kan apa tu? tu puisi. lagi satu nanti akak post. hehe.
ahh.
perlu belajar. final exam sebulan lebih je lg!
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
Zahrah de Tigris lagi dan..
benar sangkaan aku. novel dari jemari seni publishing lain dari novel yang lain di mana plot nya sama sahaja. novel terbitannya lain.
buktinya?
sudah 26 bab zahrah de tigris ni aku baca. tidak ada satu bahagian pun menceritakan tentang hati dan perasaan, melainkan tentang cinta Rabbulizzati.
masih tak percaya?
pergilah baca buku ni.
________________
dan..
cerita ini,

LITTLE MANHATTAN
the cutest movie i've ever seen.
"i hate you!" "i hate you!" "i hate you more!"
buktinya?
sudah 26 bab zahrah de tigris ni aku baca. tidak ada satu bahagian pun menceritakan tentang hati dan perasaan, melainkan tentang cinta Rabbulizzati.
masih tak percaya?
pergilah baca buku ni.
________________
dan..
cerita ini,

LITTLE MANHATTAN
the cutest movie i've ever seen.
"i hate you!" "i hate you!" "i hate you more!"
Monday, September 08, 2008
tentang SR dan Zahrah de Tigris
aku sebenarnya sangat tak tahu nak tulis apa hari ni. tadi masa di sekolah bukan main banyak mahu di luah kan. sampai di depan skrin dan keyboard bisu ni, semua terbang.
esok ada meeting SR. sumpah aku rasa malas gila nak pegi. sejak mula puasa ni, kepala otak aku asyik ingat tidur je. mengantuk memanjang. tapi tak de lah macam sorang tu, asal dapat peluang mesti tidur. bila cakap pasal editorial board, aku teringat aku lupa bagi karya aku kat cikgu. aku nak hantar '17 Bulan' dengan 'Saat Itu'. dalam banyak-banyak yang aku dah tulis, aku rasa yang dua ni yang paling bermakna bagi aku. bukti sesuatu yang manusia di luar itu tak tahu pernah terjadi. bukan hebat mana pun. cuma ini untuk mengisi ruang-ruang kosong majalah dek kerana warga sekolah yang kurang berkarya. entah lah. semua puisi aku sekarang ni macam kurang perasaan.
aku kah yang tak masuk kan perasaan itu, atau ia sengaja tak mahu hadir?
entah lah.
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aku sekarang ni sudah agak terpengaruh dengan 'Zahrah de Tigris'. Cerita tu seperti yang aku pernah cerita, berlaku di Iraq, negara yang berperang, tak berhenti di bom. jadi apabila aku dengar bunyi mercun, tak kira la yang sebelah rumah kat tepi jalan tu atau yang jauh tapi janji denagr kat telinga aku ni mesti dalam kepala aku 'BOM LA'. haha. lama-lama aku pikir macam kelakar jugak kenapa aku fikir macam tu. tapi dah terpengaruh dengan novel tu punya pasal. masuk tengah hari tadi, dah tiga kali aku menagis baca buku tu. jangan tanya aku kenapa. pasti ada yang akan cakap 'sekadar novel kenapa perlu nangis?', 'alah bukan kau rasa sebenarnya apa yang orang tu rasa.' percaya lah aku rasa. cerita tentang peperangan itu benar, cerita tentang kematian dalam itu benar. benar, aku tak sepenuhnya merasai apa yang dirasai penduduk di sana. aku tak merasai pengalaman penulis novel ini. tapi, apa pun penceritaannya menyetuh hati aku. kau cubalah baca novel tu kalau nak paham.
screwww the boys. aku kene tipu hidup-hidup dengan korang.
esok ada meeting SR. sumpah aku rasa malas gila nak pegi. sejak mula puasa ni, kepala otak aku asyik ingat tidur je. mengantuk memanjang. tapi tak de lah macam sorang tu, asal dapat peluang mesti tidur. bila cakap pasal editorial board, aku teringat aku lupa bagi karya aku kat cikgu. aku nak hantar '17 Bulan' dengan 'Saat Itu'. dalam banyak-banyak yang aku dah tulis, aku rasa yang dua ni yang paling bermakna bagi aku. bukti sesuatu yang manusia di luar itu tak tahu pernah terjadi. bukan hebat mana pun. cuma ini untuk mengisi ruang-ruang kosong majalah dek kerana warga sekolah yang kurang berkarya. entah lah. semua puisi aku sekarang ni macam kurang perasaan.
aku kah yang tak masuk kan perasaan itu, atau ia sengaja tak mahu hadir?
entah lah.
________
aku sekarang ni sudah agak terpengaruh dengan 'Zahrah de Tigris'. Cerita tu seperti yang aku pernah cerita, berlaku di Iraq, negara yang berperang, tak berhenti di bom. jadi apabila aku dengar bunyi mercun, tak kira la yang sebelah rumah kat tepi jalan tu atau yang jauh tapi janji denagr kat telinga aku ni mesti dalam kepala aku 'BOM LA'. haha. lama-lama aku pikir macam kelakar jugak kenapa aku fikir macam tu. tapi dah terpengaruh dengan novel tu punya pasal. masuk tengah hari tadi, dah tiga kali aku menagis baca buku tu. jangan tanya aku kenapa. pasti ada yang akan cakap 'sekadar novel kenapa perlu nangis?', 'alah bukan kau rasa sebenarnya apa yang orang tu rasa.' percaya lah aku rasa. cerita tentang peperangan itu benar, cerita tentang kematian dalam itu benar. benar, aku tak sepenuhnya merasai apa yang dirasai penduduk di sana. aku tak merasai pengalaman penulis novel ini. tapi, apa pun penceritaannya menyetuh hati aku. kau cubalah baca novel tu kalau nak paham.
screwww the boys. aku kene tipu hidup-hidup dengan korang.
Saturday, September 06, 2008
Thursday, September 04, 2008
Finally I make a contact with him. A real one. Glad I did that. So he knew that whatever it is, I'll always be behind his back. :D
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Few days back, pergi Carrefour. Ouh, malam hari ahad. Takde benda menari pun. Tapi nampak satu mamat ni. His shirt write 'I Love Highschool Girls'. I know it's nothing. Entah kenapa, tersenyum then tergelak baca words tu. Tapi layout dia lawa. So macam tengok lama gak la baju tu. HAHAHA. Then mamat tu perasan lak aku tengok baju dia. Malu kot.
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Few days back, pergi Carrefour. Ouh, malam hari ahad. Takde benda menari pun. Tapi nampak satu mamat ni. His shirt write 'I Love Highschool Girls'. I know it's nothing. Entah kenapa, tersenyum then tergelak baca words tu. Tapi layout dia lawa. So macam tengok lama gak la baju tu. HAHAHA. Then mamat tu perasan lak aku tengok baju dia. Malu kot.
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Pekerja Baru kat Giant
Okay. Dia workers baru kat situ. Can tell from his appearance. It's nothing actually. It just, dia pekerja baru. So, tak hafal lagi la semua harga barang. Bila bagi barang yang dia tak tahu harga, dia akan sengih innocently and tanya ni apa, ambil kat mana. Then, dia akan pergi tempat tu and tengok harga. HAHAHA. When he did that, aku gelak je. Nampak macam budak-budak yang buat salah, then buat doggy eyes. Okay, fine. Dia nampak agak cute bila buat macam tu. Because of what he did. Oh, jumpa dia masa pegi beli barang kat Giant petang tadi.
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Pasal anak kucing tu. Malam tu jugak dia mati. We'll miss you though.
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Pasal anak kucing tu. Malam tu jugak dia mati. We'll miss you though.
Finally
Finally the modem were replaced. Am very pleased. I can update my blog whenener I want. But still the system sucks. I can't open my myspace and hotmail account. I've been thinking to delete my myspace for few months now. But there's some reasons why I don't want to delete it. Some crap reasons.
These few days of Ramadhan pretty make me suffer. You know, due to my health condition. I often felt like vomit. My stomach always producing weird sound. I felt super tired. My brain are not functioning well. I can hardly speak during night. etc etc etc.
I've finished reading all of the books that I need to read. I need to finish them because I borrow them. Yeah, I'm a bookworms. It's been months since my last Malay novel. I started reading it back yeaterday. It's not a typical Malay novel. There's some part of love of course. But it more focusing on the main character, Khairunissa. This novel tells about her and her life in Iraq. Yes, the country that never live a day without seeing blood everywhere. But, I'm only in chapter 2 now. It's been a year I think since my last Malay novel. Well, this novel, 'Zahrah de Tigris' to be exact, belongs to my eldest sister. So yeah, kinda borrow it from her.
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Bisikku pada bulan
Kembalikan temanku
Kekasihku, syurgaku
Tanpa dia malam menemaniku
Sepi memelukku
Bulan jangan biar siang biar alam ini kelam
Biar ia sepi sepertiku
-Sepi-
Originally quote from the movie Sepi. I found it at Afdlin Shauki's blog. I like it. It somehow, a lot like my life.
These few days of Ramadhan pretty make me suffer. You know, due to my health condition. I often felt like vomit. My stomach always producing weird sound. I felt super tired. My brain are not functioning well. I can hardly speak during night. etc etc etc.
I've finished reading all of the books that I need to read. I need to finish them because I borrow them. Yeah, I'm a bookworms. It's been months since my last Malay novel. I started reading it back yeaterday. It's not a typical Malay novel. There's some part of love of course. But it more focusing on the main character, Khairunissa. This novel tells about her and her life in Iraq. Yes, the country that never live a day without seeing blood everywhere. But, I'm only in chapter 2 now. It's been a year I think since my last Malay novel. Well, this novel, 'Zahrah de Tigris' to be exact, belongs to my eldest sister. So yeah, kinda borrow it from her.
__________________________
Bisikku pada bulan
Kembalikan temanku
Kekasihku, syurgaku
Tanpa dia malam menemaniku
Sepi memelukku
Bulan jangan biar siang biar alam ini kelam
Biar ia sepi sepertiku
-Sepi-
Originally quote from the movie Sepi. I found it at Afdlin Shauki's blog. I like it. It somehow, a lot like my life.
Monday, September 01, 2008
Dah Puasa
Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak. No more puasa yangyok! And jangan ponteng2, kecuali yang wajib tu tak pe lah.
Yes, he finally call last night. ngee.
Apa lagi ha?
Haa, jumpa anak kucing depan rumah tengah hari tadi. Baru lagi lahir rasanya lah sebab tak de bulu lagi. Kesian mereka. Awal2 Ramadhan dah kene tinggal.
&& I already start taking medicine. That means I'll be taking it for a life time.
Yes, he finally call last night. ngee.
Apa lagi ha?
Haa, jumpa anak kucing depan rumah tengah hari tadi. Baru lagi lahir rasanya lah sebab tak de bulu lagi. Kesian mereka. Awal2 Ramadhan dah kene tinggal.
&& I already start taking medicine. That means I'll be taking it for a life time.
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