A Month

It has been a month since I last step my foot at my home. Scratch that, only 3 weeks but it will be a month as I will only be home next weekend. How does it feel being away from home that long you may ask? Well, it feel pretty normal, as I keep myself busy with activities and people surround me.

Some of you who read my blog must knew that I went home almost every weekend and staying at hostel on weekend seem impossible. Tomorrow I have a MUET (Malaysia University English Test) seminar. I got class on Monday so it will be a waste if I go home. Last weekend I have a walkathon. I didn't win, in fact I started last and finished last. I need to walk around the UNISEL campus 5 times. The weekdn before that I followed few of my Pre-School Education students to Langkawi, roaming around the north for 3 days.

That just about it. I must say I miss my home much and I can't wait to go home.

PS: My mom just FB me saying when I want to come home. (Sha want me to tidy up the house).

Hari Bintang Jatuh Rebirth

Mari mari ramai-ramai.
Kak wani, *hugs*

Surat Untuk Tam #3

Mok Tam,

Semalam Angah turun rumah kawan Angah nak bagi dia nota untuk buat assignment. Sampai rumah dia je, dia tunjuk Angah kucing yang dia baru jumpa dekat pekan BB. Kecik, comel je. Macam awak mula-mula dulu. Kawan Angah kata dia betina. She got this pity look on her face, yang buat awak rasa kesian sangat tengok dia.

Anyway, dia mengingatkan Angah kat awak. Angah ingat lagi masa awak mula-mula dengan kita orang. Malam first dah ada tempat tidur sendiri. Tak de siapa pun tahu yang awak akan duduk lama dengan kita orang. Masa Along dah pergi praktikal, Angah yang jaga awak. Mula-mula Angah ingat just bagi makan minum macam tu je. Along call hari-hari ingatkan tengok awak buang air ke tak. Tapi Angah tak nampak pun awak buang air. Sampai lah satu hari tu, Angah tengok belakang mesin basuh. There’s like 2 weeks of poop belakang tu. Angah start marah-marah sebab awak berak kat tempat tersorok, susah Angah nak basuh. Angah pun ajar awak bau najis sendiri dalam jamban so that nanti awak buang air dalam jamban. Tapi tak, awak buaing air belakang mesin tu jugak. Setiap kali Angah nampak awak buang air lepas Angah baru cuci, mesti Angah akan mandikan awak. Even waktu malam pun. Awak akan mengiau kuat-kuat setiap kali Angah mandikan awak, turutama waktu malam. I miss that.

The one who still misses you so much,

Angah

Surat Untuk Tam #2

Mok Tam,

Semalam masa balik Wangsa Maju nak hantar Along balik Perlis, Angah nampak ada kucing rupa sama macam awak kat depan rumah sebelah rumah Cik Zah. Dari dalam kereta nampak macam awak. Angah tak pasti tu awak, so angah pakai cermin mata. Nampak memang macam awak. Angah harap sangat tu awak. Sebab berharap sangat tu awak Angah tak pergi tengok. Shamimi yang pergi tengok. Dia tengok dekat-dekat kucing tu bukan awak. Ekor panjang, tak ada tanda kat lubang hidung kiri. Sedih juga lah bila tau tu bukan awak.

Naik atas kemas-kemas rumah sikit, sebab klera attack. Angah teringat kalau ada kera datang kat rumah mesti awak pandang je, tak marah pun. Kebetulan dah kemas tu Angah lipat cage awak. Tak, tak bukan Angah tak nak awak balik, Angah nak awak balik. Cuma angah sedih tengok cage tu rindu awak. jadi angah lipat letak bawah tangga. Carrier awak ada lagi letak kat tempat biasa.

Yang akan tetap sayang awak,

Angah.

PS: Even the looking at the place you always pee and poop can be comforting.